Hello everyone, it is me again welcoming you to another skull session. For those of you who watch my show on YouTube this page is different, this is where I come to bitch and gripe about things in my life. So if you want your sports fix, continuing watching All Andy Alfred I will truly appreciated it. Now folks, I have been sitting here watching baseball all day long in between my class, in class, and at home with my dad, and I have toshare my thoughts first. Well done by the Tigers today, you almost gave me a heart attack and you pulled out the victory much to the dismay of a lot of people. The Red's play thirteen innings today and played for about 4 and half hours and lost, great effort but there are 161 games left to go boys. Now on to more pressing issues in my life other than sports. It appears someone is going through a crash "vegan" craze folks. Well to give you a update on my health, ever since March I have been on a diet of cutting my portion sizes, and exercise, and I have lost 15 pounds and gain 10 pounds of muscle, in my legs, arms, biceps, and have gain more confidence in myself. I am almost down to my playing weight of 220. I am grateful for my family who is supporting me and has help through my rough patch. I only wish Melissa would see or even talk to me again just as friends. I know she does not probably want to do anything with me ever again, but however I want to show her I am doing fine now more than ever. I still love her, and want us to work out and be happy together, I just have the feeling that she is slipping out of my hands and into "MIKE'S" Hand. It has been 3 months since we last spoke to one another, and closer and rebirth is what I would like for us to have but, I do not know if that is going to happen. I love you Melissa, and I miss you. If you are reading this do not hide and shun me, because I know you and there is no one I want to be with more than you. I can not wait another day for my sadness to go away, meal's are lonely and my phone is quiet. I miss you that I can not take another moment. Till we meet again, this is Andrew Alfred saying goodbye, and I love you guys
Monday, April 1, 2013
Monday, March 25, 2013
As I sit here in my house drinking my scotch and smoke my cigar while on this computer. I look and see your on....well you know what this means you probably on talking to him, or her and not even giving a damn about me, so I guess I will let you know now that I am fine, and have not given up on you or us. I regret the decision I made in October I just wish you could see now more than ever. I want my great friend back and the person I cared about so much back in my life.You my think you can forget well I will never forget, and I can not say it will never be the same, but I will try even if I am the last guy on the face of the earth. I will try and try until I am in the ground with 6 feet of dirt surrounding me, and you know what I will still wait up in heaven for you until you get their. I love you and no one even "Mike" can not take it from me. Why do I even type this, is like you don't care about me so why did I do this because I feel better about myself.
Friday, March 1, 2013
As it stands
Hi everyone, it me again. Sorry I usually post a blog every Wednesday, however I have been doing a lot of soul searching this past week. I want to give you good news, All Andy Alfred will be back next week as it is spring break, and on Monday we will talk with Nick Devera a writer for mlb.com and get his predictions on the up and coming baseball season. On Tuesday we will have a discussion about my life and it will be a show you will not want to miss, haters will be call out on the show...you know who you are, and on Wednesday and Thursday we will be live from the Kalahari resort in Sandusky Ohio, as the show hits the road, and we will have Danny Facer member of Cedar Fair and Kalahari resort on to talk about this park and also we will have Drake Grinonneau on to talk about upcoming events as well. On Friday we will divide into all things hockey, as the CCHA playoffs begin, the ECHL and the Walleye, and the NHL all next week on All Andy Alfred Starting Sunday Night. Okay so I wanted to talk about what has been happening in my life so far. As you know Melissa has still not commented on anything I have posted, however today has been interesting to say the least. She posted a status saying " I've done so much today and it isn't even noon #waytobeproductive" When I saw this I honestly laughed, so hard my rib cage was hurting. YOU PRODUCTIVE???? Come on, its like me saying I am a pothead, or getting a tattoo, it ain't happening. I sorry to say this but, THE MOST PRODUCTIVE YOU BEEN THE LAST TWO WEEKS WAS SLEEPING, AND GETTING ON SOCIAL MEDIA OUTLETS (such as tumblr, and Facebook) COME ON, GROW UP, AND GET A LIFE. I posted a rant on Tumblr last night after seeing somethings on her tumblr, and I would like to share it with you fine people. It is entitled; You, Yeah you I'm talking to you:
"I am so GOD DAMN SICK AND TIRED OF THE GOD DAMN GAMES, you play like A FUCKING FIDDLE. I am a person DAMN IT and I LOVE YOU, BUT YOUR ARE FUCKING TUMBLING AND CARING ABOUT A PERSON WHO YOU HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. YOU SIT THERE IN YOUR ROOM TUMBLING THINKING I AM FINE, WHEN ALL REALITY HUN YOUR NOT. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE DAM GAMES. I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU, BECAUSE I REALLY DO LOVE YOU. And all you see is this person. You can never get rid of the memories, the first time we kiss, the first time me we made love, and the first argument. I am just waiting here for you, BUT HONEY I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT ANYMORE, EITHER CALL ME OR NOT BECAUSE I CAN NOT BE “FRIENDS” WITH SOMEONE WHO IS IGNORING ME AND A GOOD TIME, THE BALL IS YOUR FUCKING COURT BECAUSE THIS SHIT IS GETTING FUCKING RIDICULOUS".
This is getting so ridiculous and childish, we haven't talked in months and I love you still. It shows to me and to most of my friends that you are only hurting yourself. You and I have lost so many good friends because of this I love you and DAMN IT I will not stop loving you because I made a mistake. People have been given a second chance, why not me? What can I do to make things better, because as of right now I am hurting and bleeding out and you are just not caring . So the Ball is in your court, and I will discuss this more on Tuesdays All Andy Alfred, until then have a great weekend see you all on Sunday.
God Bless,
Andy Michael Alfred.
P.S. I would love for people to comment under this and tell me where you are reading this from so I can get the stats up to date, and honestly to hear your opinions.
"I am so GOD DAMN SICK AND TIRED OF THE GOD DAMN GAMES, you play like A FUCKING FIDDLE. I am a person DAMN IT and I LOVE YOU, BUT YOUR ARE FUCKING TUMBLING AND CARING ABOUT A PERSON WHO YOU HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. YOU SIT THERE IN YOUR ROOM TUMBLING THINKING I AM FINE, WHEN ALL REALITY HUN YOUR NOT. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THE DAM GAMES. I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU, BECAUSE I REALLY DO LOVE YOU. And all you see is this person. You can never get rid of the memories, the first time we kiss, the first time me we made love, and the first argument. I am just waiting here for you, BUT HONEY I AM NOT GOING TO WAIT ANYMORE, EITHER CALL ME OR NOT BECAUSE I CAN NOT BE “FRIENDS” WITH SOMEONE WHO IS IGNORING ME AND A GOOD TIME, THE BALL IS YOUR FUCKING COURT BECAUSE THIS SHIT IS GETTING FUCKING RIDICULOUS".
This is getting so ridiculous and childish, we haven't talked in months and I love you still. It shows to me and to most of my friends that you are only hurting yourself. You and I have lost so many good friends because of this I love you and DAMN IT I will not stop loving you because I made a mistake. People have been given a second chance, why not me? What can I do to make things better, because as of right now I am hurting and bleeding out and you are just not caring . So the Ball is in your court, and I will discuss this more on Tuesdays All Andy Alfred, until then have a great weekend see you all on Sunday.
God Bless,
Andy Michael Alfred.
P.S. I would love for people to comment under this and tell me where you are reading this from so I can get the stats up to date, and honestly to hear your opinions.
Monday, February 18, 2013
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